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I have always loved this song over and above other songs. I've been a junkie . I know exactly what he means. I hate myself but I love everybody else. I can't ESCAPE myself. When it comes down to it I got no one else to blame. We can't handle reality sometimes. It is burning, so much pain everywhere...temporarily $100 makes it go away...then you need more.....caught in this wicked web before you know it. Trapped in your mind thinking...thinking the fucking non stop thinking. Just SHUT UP brain. We love others and see ourselves as waste because of bad mistake we can't escape ourselves....Everyday we promise no more..and fight to say no..but it overcomes you more than some one on the outside can comprehend. They just see some junkie wasting away.
I made an escape route..and I'm going to keep following it until I get to where I was ...back to a clean mind. A free mind.
Winner's Blues is a good one on this topic too. Per my sig.
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