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Let me think...you really don't know when you start to become one, you just wake up and realize one day "What the fuck am I doing to myself?"
So maybe 12 years or so. I can barely remember most of my 20's.
I would not touch heroin or crack because i thought those were junkie drugs. I never sold shit for drugs or anything, but if I did'nt have my potion I thought I could not live I started wanting to die because I could'nt access them all of the time and when I did'nt have them all I thought about was the next fix. And it was so painful just to live. I just want to be "normal" now. I envy my little sister. She does'nt even smoke or drink and she is just happy to be alive. My personality type is different I guess.
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